Showing posts with label Law of Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Law of Love. Show all posts

Tuesday, 26 August 2025

The False Lights and the True Flame


We often chase the false lights of this world, mistaking them for lasting joys. We convince ourselves that pleasure lies in temporary thrills, in fleeting distractions, in substances and addictions that promise freedom but leave us enslaved. The parties, the excess, the various bad habits and sins—all of it seems to fill us for a moment, but soon we are left with a strange emptiness, an inner silence so vast it feels cosmic. This emptiness whispers the Truth: we are not made for temporary lights, but for an eternal Flame.

That Flame is True, Unconditional Love. Not the distorted love that flatters our ego or demands something in return, but the Love that flows from our Uncreated Creator, who planted within us the seed of Virtue, Dignity, and eternal Purpose. When we align our actions with this Love, when we live as vessels of it, we discover a Joy deeper than any fleeting pleasure. It is a joy that does not vanish when the night ends or the music stops. It is a joy that tastes of eternity.

We experience it when we lift a hand to help someone in need, when we speak truth against injustice despite the cost, when we use our talents not to glorify ourselves but to build and heal. We feel it when we forgive those who wounded us, when we choose patience instead of anger, when we stand firm for what is right even if it means standing alone. We feel it in acts of mercy, in moments of humility, in sacrifices made silently but shining brightly in the unseen order of the universe. Each of these actions carries within it the resonance of Paradise, as if for a brief instant Heaven touches Earth.

Furthermore, the human heart has always sought the Truth. Yet we often stumble because our eyes are distracted by illusions—illusions that promise joy but conceal decay. The Uncreated Creator, who is Harmony, Peace, and Life itself, calls us not with false seduction but with Clarity. The adversary of good, however, cloaks destruction in sweetness, offering gifts that seem harmless or even desirable but that, in time, reveal themselves enslaving and destructive. The good bears fruits of goodness, returning love for Love. The false light bears only darkness, no matter how dazzling it first appears.

Moreover, the entire cosmos moves under the law of cause and effect. Every action, whether born of love or malice/hatred, ripples into the fabric of existence, creating harmony or chaos. To sow good is to invite Balance, to nurture Order, to become an instrument of Peace. To sow evil is to unleash disorder, to fracture what was meant for unity, to perpetuate suffering. Yet there is a remedy: Love. Love alone has the power to sever the chain of consequences that binds humanity to despair. Love alone restores what hatred has broken. Love alone lifts us beyond ourselves, reconnecting us to our true origin and destiny.

Therefore, the false lights will continue to beckon, dazzling and deceptive, although these will soon fade. However, those who choose to follow the True Flame, who seek the Joy born of Virtue, Compassion, and the Fulfillment of their unique mission, will know what it means to live fully. For in every act of genuine Love, no matter how small, we taste Eternity—and we remember that we were never made for emptiness, but for the boundless radiance of the Unconditional.

Monday, 11 August 2025

Call to awaken





Dear brothers and sisters,

Living on this planet is not a coincidence; it is a great test, a proving ground where our souls and spirits are shaped. Here, we are given the sacred chance to prove ourselves worthy of living eternally in the Kingdom of Love, Peace, Harmony, Justice, and Righteousness. Imagine if our souls and spirits, still young and immature, were suddenly placed in a realm of perfect Peace and Light. We would feel out of place, like fish out of water, unable to breathe in the pure air of such a place, unable to move in its higher currents. To be there, we must first learn to resonate with that frequency.

Earth is the school, the training ground, the forge. Here, we encounter trials, challenges, and difficulties because they refine us. They teach patience, courage, humility, and compassion. We must not see our struggles as punishments, but as opportunities to grow. Without challenge, there is no strength; without sorrow, we cannot truly understand joy.

The forces that oppose spiritual growth are real. They are subtle and persistent, working through despair, hatred, greed, and fear to imprison souls and spirits in lower states of being. These forces thrive in war, injustice, corruption, and moral decay. They exist to keep us distracted from our higher calling. Look at the world around us: endless conflicts, genocides, such as that in Gaza, the destruction of our environment through toxic pollution and exploitation, the looming threat of nuclear devastation, and the moral disintegration of our society. We must never forget the horrors of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, where in an instant, atomic weapons unleashed destruction beyond imagination, wiping out entire cities and leaving deep scars on humanity’s conscience. Such atrocities must never be repeated. The shadow of nuclear war still hangs over our world, and it is our duty to ensure that such darkness never falls again.

Moreover, political, religious, and educational institutions are often corrupted, no longer serving the Truth but rather power and self-interest, the evil forces. Yet, this is not the whole story. Against these forces stand the luminous powers of Love, Truth, and Righteousness. The angelic forces of evolution are with us when we sincerely walk the path of Light. Their assistance is not always obvious, but it is real. They inspire courage when fear surrounds us, they whisper truth in moments of confusion, and they help us rise when we have fallen.

To reach spiritual elevation, we must consciously choose the Virtues that align us with higher realities: chastity to guard purity, temperance to keep balance, charity to open the heart, diligence to persevere, kindness to heal wounds, patience to endure without bitterness, and humility to remember that we are all parts of the One. Every act of virtue raises our inner frequency. Every time we speak the truth, forgive an enemy, care for the weak, or defend the innocent, we step closer to the gates of Heaven.

However, spiritual elevation is not reached in a single leap; it is the work of a lifetime. It requires daily practice. Meditation, prayer, honest self-reflection, and service to others are essential tools. We must also care for the Earth, as it is both our home and our teacher. The rivers, the forests, the animals, and even the air we breathe remind us that all life is connected. When we harm creation, we harm ourselves.

Furthermore, True Happiness is not found in wealth, status, or power. It is found in the harmony between body, soul, and spirit. When we live in Virtue, we experience Peace within, and this Peace flows outward, touching those around us. In the eternal realm and higher dimensions, there is no room for selfishness, cruelty, or greed; so, we must cleanse ourselves of these here and now. In Heaven, there is abundance for everyone.

Therefore, beloved brothers and sisters, I speak with all the urgency of my heart: Awaken. Rise. Become conscious. Life is the test, and it passes swiftly. Do not let it pass in distraction or numbness. Feel with your heart. See with your soul. Let your spirit shine with the Light that was placed within you by our Uncreated Creator. Together, we can resist and fight against the darkness, transform our world, and prepare ourselves for the eternal Kingdom where Love and Peace reign forever.

The time is now. The choice is yours.

With Love and Truth,

A seeker of Peace


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Further readings for deeper reflection:

SenecaDe Providentia, De Vita Beata, Epistulae Morales ad Lucilium

Marcus Aurelius – Meditations

Aristotle – Nicomachean Ethics

The Qur’an – Surah 43

The Bible – Revelation 21

Hesiod – Works and Days

Plato – Cratylus, Laws

Virgil – Fourth Eclogue

Seneca – Epistle 90

Horace – Epode 16 (“Islands of the Blest”)

Ovid – Metamorphoses

Joachim of Fiore – The Three Ages

Giordano Bruno – final dialogue with Sagredo before Bruno's death

Thursday, 10 July 2025

The role of technology in a Heavenly Kingdom


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In a world that seems to be racing toward endless progress, we often find ourselves idolising technology and modernism, believing they hold the key to our happiness. However, without a solid moral foundation and a heart anchored in Goodness, even the most brilliant inventions can turn into tools of harm. Progress without purpose can be as fragile as glass—beautiful to behold but shattering with the slightest impact.

Some folks think that any technological advancement is at odds with God or the sacred. But this perspective misses a crucial point: the Divine isn’t against technology itself; it’s about how we choose to use it. When innovation is embraced with Love, guided by Peace, and rooted in Faith in something greater than ourselves, it turns into something beautiful. It resonates with the wisdom of those who envision worlds beyond our own—places where civilisations exist in perfect Harmony, where technology uplifts rather than tears down, and where spiritual values flow through every device and dream.

Imagine realms where plants and animals flourish in eternal beauty, where the air is clean, and every heart finds Peace. In such a world, technology doesn’t pollute, divide or destroy; it nurtures and connects. It helps souls and spirits thrive, strengthens communities, and inspires gratitude for the Creator’s gift of life.

However, here on Earth, so many are treading a darker path. Those in power, lured by self-interest, twist technology into instruments of destruction—nuclear weapons, invasive surveillance, addictive screens—all disguised as progress but rooted in fear, greed, and control. Once unleashed, these technologies often spiral out of control, harming the very lives they were meant to enhance. In their hands, progress becomes a harmful journey.

But does it have to be this way? If our hearts are filled with Goodness and we strive for Divine Virtues—Love, Peace, Compassion, Kindness, Humility, Fairness etc—then technology can simply be another way to express these Truths. In that Light, it’s not a barrier but a bridge, a pathway to deeper understanding, community, and service.

Moreover, there are still those who find Joy in the simpler rhythms of life. They wander barefoot through fields free from power lines, inhale the fresh air, and soak in the sweet sounds of birds singing. They live in a Paradise reminiscent of days gone by, a sort of Golden Age, satisfied with a life that requires little intervention. Their existence serves as a reminder that technology should never overshadow our roots: our bond with nature, with the Divine, and with each other.

In reality, neither a fear of technology nor a blind acceptance of every new gadget is the solution. What we truly need is discernment. Let our innovations be guided by our highest ideals rather than our evil purposes. May every advancement resonate with Compassion, Love, and Peace.

When progress is aligned with a Holy Purpose, it becomes a True Gift. When technology is called to uphold Divine Values, it turns—not into an obstacle—but into a pathway that leads us toward a world that is more beautiful, more just, and filled with Light.

Tuesday, 17 June 2025

Antigone the Heroine of Love




In Sophocles’ tragedies, Antigone shines as a heroine of deep love and unwavering loyalty, even though her fate is marked by sorrow and a dark family history. Born from the tragic union of Oedipus and Jocasta—both her parents—Antigone’s life is shadowed by incest and death. Yet, from this pain rises a woman whose nature is to love, not to hate. In Antigone, line 523, she declares with clarity:

“It is not my nature to join in hate, but in love.”

This short but powerful line reveals Antigone’s deepest truth: she exists to care, to serve, and to give. Her love is not abstract; it is lived out in every action, especially in her devotion to her blind and exiled father, Oedipus, in Oedipus at Colonus. While others turn away from him, she remains by his side, guiding him, speaking for him, comforting him. When he dies, she expresses grief not only for his passing but for the pain of not being there at the final moment:

“One laments the loss of even painful things.
That life for which I felt no love at all
I did love when I held him in my arms.
O my beloved father, now wrapped in the underworld’s eternal darkness,
even though you are no longer here,
my sister and I will love you always.” (Oedipus at Colonus, 1697–1703)

These lines express the paradox of human love, how one can love even despite suffering, especially due to that terrible curse. Antigone’s compassion grows deeper through grief. She does not hide her sorrow; she voices it with aching honesty:

“With tear-filled eyes I still grieve for you,
my father, and in my unhappy state
I do not know how I should relieve
the grief I feel with such intensity.
Alas! You wished to die in a strange land,
but when you died I was not with you.” (Oedipus at Colonus, 1709–1714)

This profound tenderness is also the force behind her most famous act of love: in Antigone, giving a proper burial to her brother Polynices, even though he is considered a traitor by his birthplace. By doing so, Antigone chooses to follow the eternal laws of nature and Divine Justice, not the laws of man. Her gesture is not political, but it is emotional, moral, and sacred. She is moved by love, not by ideology. In this courageous defiance, she honours what she believes is right, that is to say to care for the departed, to respect the bonds of blood, to act out of love.

These words and deeds paint Antigone as a figure of rare emotional depth, filled with tenderness and a desire to serve others through love. Her actions are never selfish. Whether burying her brother in defiance of the law or taking care of and mourning her father in solitude, Antigone gives all of herself, sacrificing her own life.

However, what makes this even more powerful is how Sophocles, a man and a dramatist of ancient Greece, lived during the 5th century BCE, manages to portray such rich inner life in a female character. His writing reveals not only poetic elegance and tragic intensity, but also a rare sensitivity and psychological insight. Antigone’s strength lies not in rebellion alone, but in her heart's immense capacity for love, making her not only a tragic heroine, but a timeless symbol of compassion.



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https://www.perseus.tufts.edu

Wednesday, 11 June 2025

Vessel of Inestimable Treasures

 



Oh my Marvellous God, You have desired that I strip myself of all that is superfluous. I am human, clothed in this form upon this Earth... Little by little, I free myself from those burdens that bring inconsistent joy, to fully embrace Your True Joy—loving You, serving You, doing Your Will, now and always.

Like a vessel completely emptied of all that belongs to this earthly experience—materialism, fleeting pleasures, and even what we cherish, such as study, work, pastimes, etc.—ready to be filled with what is worthy of Heaven, of Your Eternal Dwelling.

My thoughts soar toward You, in the Hope that I may one day bring this vessel filled with what pleases You.


(11/06/25. 22:25–30)

 

Sunday, 8 June 2025

The Cosmic Eden we cannot enter


The Love which moves the Sun and the other stars” (Dante - Paradiso, XXXIII)



Humanity is confined here, on this Earth. Despite our dreams of reaching the stars and other dimensions, of stepping on distant worlds and becoming a cosmic species, we remain trapped on this small blue planet, not by technology, but by our own hearts. The Earth is not our prison, but our mirror. As long as we still bring war to our neighbors, we are not ready to go beyond. If we cannot love those close to us, how could we be entrusted with contact with other civilizations, that is to say those living in Peace, far ahead in Spiritual Evolution?

The book Angels in Starships by Giorgio Dibitonto tells us of a journey to a higher world (chapter 15), a planet of Immense Beauty, Harmony, and Peace, inhabited by beings who live in Total Union with nature and with Divine Laws. The description is simple yet breathtaking: a vibrant world with golden light, lush vegetation, joyful animals, and advanced beings who have chosen Love over hatred. Unlike Earth, no cities dominate the land. Instead, people live immersed in nature, in communities that respect life and the will of our Creator.

Reading this chapter, we are faced with a deep question: What would humanity bring to such a world? Would we bring our love, our peace, our wisdom, our knowledge, our culture, or… our pride, our divisions, our wars? The Truth is painful but clear: we are not ready. As the beings in the story say, these advanced civilizations follow the Universal Law of Love. This law is not only spiritual; it is practical. It is the foundation of their technology, their society, their way of life.

And yet, these beings do not reject us. In the amazing gathering described at the end of the chapter, a shining figure—one who many may recognise as Christ in Celestial Form—speaks of Love, Forgiveness, and the Transformation of Earth. He adds: “Soon I will make all things new.” He declares that the time will come when humanity, purified and reborn, that will have pursued the Love Path, will join the Big Universal Family.

But first, we must learn. We must give up hatred and violence. The Earth, as it is now, is a test. It is here that we must prove ourselves capable of choosing Peace. Until then, the other dimensions and stars will remain out of reach. Not because of distance, but because of our choices and their consequences.

This is why, as the Celestial Spirit says, even the Angels stand guard. The Cherubim, the watchers, will not allow us to spread destruction across the Universe. God and His Messengers will not let us colonise, exploit, or corrupt other worlds as we have our own.

Therefore, the final message is clear: the other worlds and stars are not for the evil, the proud, and those who are against Love, but for the virtuous, the humble, the peaceful, those who are full of Love, Lights in a world full of darkness. Only when Earth becomes again a Garden of Eden—not through escape, but through transformation—will humanity be free to travel beyond, welcomed as brothers and sisters among the stars.


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https://avalonlibrary.net/ebooks/Giorgio%20Dibitonto%20-%20Angels%20in%20Starships%20(1951).pdf

Monday, 2 June 2025

Toward True Freedom




In the face of such atrocities, which are still being carried out in various parts of the world, many would be driven by hatred, aggression, and violence when faced with such injustices. However, this would only play into the hands of the forces of evil, which are built on hatred, division, violence, destruction, and so on. They want us divided, blind, and ignorant, as the fault does not lie with populations, rather with those who actively take part in this evil plan!

It would be better to help and to speak out, to act without violence, and who knows, may God intervene in a drastic and decisive way! Then, we must rise above all that dehumanizes us, all that corrodes our souls and spirits. We think we are truly free when we enjoy things that have low vibrations — like vices, sins, harmful addictions, corruption, and so on — but in reality, we are more enslaved than we think.

True Freedom lies in going beyond the veil of Maya — that veil that clouds our senses, our reason, our heart, our soul, and our spirit — and in grasping the True Truth. The more we gain this higher awareness, the closer we come to this Truth, and the more we become truly free. We will be free to love unconditionally, in soul and spirit; we will be free to live beyond time, in Eternal Joy, in Harmony, Righteousness, and Peace. We will be free to access amazing realities that humanity has never known, and we will be free to love all that has been created.

After all, Creation is an act of Love. God is Love, and all His creatures are a reflection and symbol of this love — as is this Earth, which suffers so much because of human wickedness. So who knows how many souls will be able to make this leap, to reach higher levels of knowledge! But as long as human beings make war against their brothers and sisters in other parts of the world, how can we expect to travel beyond space, if humanity itself is a cancer to the Earth,  to its flora and fauna, and to the peoples who suffer from war, poverty, and more?


Saturday, 17 May 2025

Choosing Love, despite it all




In this world filled with desolation, constant wars, the looming threat of nuclear disaster, growing poverty, and endless rebellions — all signs of the evil that seems to keep dominating this Earth strongly— I often find myself reflecting deeply. I ask myself: why go on in a world like this? Why come to this place at all?

And yet, in this harsh school of life, I’ve tried to do my best. It has been through pain, through negative people, through darkness and destructive experiences, that I’ve learned and grown the most. Suffering has shaped me, like gold tested in fire, slowly refining who I am.

Still, there are moments when I feel like giving up. But then, something stirs within me. I look beyond the negativity, and I see that even through it, I’ve been growing. I turn my gaze toward God and His Celestial Hosts, and I remember that there is a deeper reason for being here. We are not here by accident. We are here to seek the Divine, to build meaningful connections, and to fulfill both individual and collective missions, even when those missions are hard to understand.

And then I remember a powerful truth: every femtosecond, every tiny instant of our lives, is precious. As Seneca once said, time is the most valuable thing we have. Within that fleeting time, I have the freedom to choose. And I do choose Love. I choose to Love freely, to give Love and receive It.

Every soul and spirit I encounter has the potential to become part of my journey, sometimes through pain, but also through joy and connection. Focusing on the positive, I realise that what truly keeps me going is the hope of meeting new, special souls. Even for a moment. Forever. To share a piece of my heart with theirs. To form a bond. To help them. To share my love, my peace, my wisdom and my knowledge. To become, all together, part of a Unique Big Universal Family.

This is what gives meaning to it all.

Sunday, 11 May 2025

The Sacred Line of Saint Michael the Archangel




Across Europe and the Mediterranean area, there is a mysterious and Sacred Path known as the Sacred Line of Saint Michael the Archangel. This line connects seven ancient sanctuaries dedicated to Saint Michael, the powerful Archangel who, according to the Bible, defeated satan in a great battle in Heaven (Rv 12:7–8).

What makes this line so fascinating is that all seven sanctuaries are perfectly aligned in a straight line. Even more amazingly, this line follows the direction of the sunset on the summer solstice. It is said that this is not just a coincidence, but a sign of Divine Order.

The journey begins in the far west, on the coast of Ireland, at the monastery of Skellig Michael. Built on a rocky island in the Atlantic Ocean, it is a place of deep silence and spiritual power.

The line continues to St Michael’s Mount in Cornwall, England. Like its twin in France, it rises from the sea and was once a place of pilgrimage for monks and knights.

Next comes the famous Mont Saint-Michel in Normandy, France, one of the most visited sacred places in the world. During low tide, pilgrims can walk to it across the sand, just as they did in the Middle Ages.

The line then crosses into Italy, where it reaches the Sacra di San Michele in Val di Susa, built high on a rocky mountain. This majestic monastery watches over the valley like a spiritual guardian.

Further south, still in Italy, lies the Sanctuary of Saint Michael the Archangel in Monte Sant’Angelo, on the Gargano Peninsula. This is one of the oldest places of worship dedicated to Saint Michael, known for its sacred cave where He appeared. This is the Celestial Basilica.

From Italy, the line stretches to Symi Island in Greece, where the Monastery of Panormitis stands. This beautiful white monastery faces the sea and is known for its miracles and devotion to Saint Michael.

Finally, the line ends in the Holy Land, at the Monastery of Stella Maris, on Mount Carmel, near Haifa, Israel. It is a peaceful and powerful place overlooking the Mediterranean.

Many people believe this line marks the path of Saint Michael’s sword, the one he used to cast satan into hell. For centuries, the line was honoured by pilgrims, saints, and the Knights Templar. Medieval Christians believed that walking this path brought them closer to God and protected them from evil.

Even today, the Sacred Line reminds us of the fight between Good and evil, Light and darkness. Saint Michael stands as a Heavenly Protector, ready to help us in times of trouble.

We end with the powerful prayer written by Pope Leo XIII, asking for Saint Michael’s Protection:


Latin:


Sancte Michael Archangele,
defende nos in proelio;
contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium.
Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur:
tuque, Princeps militiae caelestis,
Satanam aliosque spiritus malignos,
qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo,
divina virtute, in infernum detrude.
Amen.


English:


Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the malice and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray.
And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the power of God, thrust into hell
Satan and all evil spirits
who wander through the world
for the ruin of souls.
Amen.






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References

https://gcatholic.org/churches/list/St-Michael-Sacred-Line

https://gretour.com/st-michaels-line/

https://www.fisheaters.com/stmichaelsline.html

https://skelligislands.com/st-michael-line/

Wednesday, 7 May 2025

Let them speak ill, we elevate ourselves in Peace and Love



If the criticism is constructive, I welcome it: it can help me grow. But if it's meant to tear me down, I won't let it harm me. As long as I’m at peace with my conscience, and my choices don’t harm God, creation, others, or even myself, then what should I worry about?


People will always talk, no matter what you do, especially those who carry bitterness or malice in their hearts and in their minds. I pray for them. In my limited and imperfect life experience, I’ve noticed that most of the conflicts or judgment I’ve encountered have come from people in my own area rather than from Asia.


That’s not to say I’m idealising certain countries or imagining a perfect world there. The whole Earth is immersed in growing darkness. Still, I do notice a difference—perhaps in proportion, or perhaps because I’ve been blessed to meet kind and marvellous friends from various Asian countries.


From my flawed, earthly perspective, I’ve observed that many of my Asian friends, and other people from that part of the world, show a deep respect—for others, for life, for values. I sense their positive energy, their empathy, introspection, and emotional sensitivity. Many are weighed down by challenges of their own, and I pray for them too.


Sometimes, I sense that some of them may feel undervalued by others from the Western world. But I want to say this: every soul is unique and precious. No one should feel inferior. These people carry a rich heritage, a beautiful culture, and powerful inner qualities. If they channel these strengths into building a world rooted in Love, Peace, Justice, and Righteousness, they will shine eternally in the New Era of Peace (The Golden Age).


It's written:

“God has shown the strength of His arm;

He has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts.

He has brought down rulers from their thrones,

and lifted up the humble.

He has filled the hungry with good things,

and sent the rich away empty.”


So to all my dear friends (especially the New Gentiles of Asia, who carry within them a deep spiritual elegance, quiet strength, and ancient wisdom) I say this: keep walking the path of Goodness. Not just in prayer, although prayer is powerful. But even more in action, in kindness offered with no reward, in virtues lived out day by day.


Share not only your resources, but your time, your presence, your compassion. Call a friend who’s struggling. Listen without judgment. Help someone find hope. Show patience when it’s hardest. Offer a warm smile to someone who feels invisible. Be honest, even when it costs you something. Defend what is right, even if your voice trembles. These are not small things, hey are seeds of Light.


As you begin to radiate these positive vibrations, you also begin to attract them (Law of Cause and Effect). And step by step, person by person, we become part of something far greater than ourselves: the building of a New World, a Kingdom of Love, Peace, Justice, and Truth.


And one day, when the veil is lifted, the reward will be beyond anything the human heart can fully imagine. Those who have loved deeply, unconditionally, who have served silently, who have sown good in hidden ways, these will shine like stars.


Because God sees all.


So do not grow weary. You are not alone. The good you do matters. And the Light you carry within you is stronger than the darkness outside.

Saturday, 3 May 2025

Unmasking evil and walking toward the Light



In our journey through life, we often see only the surface of things. However each human soul is called to look deeper. Behind every thought, word, and event, there is a hidden spiritual dimension. Our task is to learn how to unmask the evil that hides beneath appearances and to seek always what is true, good, and aligned with Divine Will, the Virtuous Path. This requires discipline, deep self-examination, and a firm desire to grow in holiness.

To unmask evil means to test every thought and action to see whether it comes from God or not. This is not easy. Evil often disguises itself as something harmless or even good. It may appear in the form of pride dressed as self-confidence, laziness disguised as serenity, or envy hidden under the name of justice. The devil does not always use violence or clear hatred; he often uses confusion, distraction, and lies. He attacks our minds with doubts and our hearts with temptations. That is why we must look into ourselves deeply and wisely. We must not let any thought or feeling pass without being tested. Is this idea leading me closer to God or away from Him? Does this action reflect God or the darkened world?

This work of constant examination is not to become proud or to think we can be like God, but to belong more fully to Him. We are not trying to replace Him but to reflect His Light. As human souls, we are called to strive for spiritual purity—not perfection in the worldly sense, but a heart that truly seeks God above all. We must learn to deny ourselves when our desires lead us away from holiness, and instead choose what is right, even when it is painful. This inner battle, this intransigence with ourselves, is how we polish our soul and our spirit to become more transparent on Heaven.

Besides, Saint Paul writes that our real enemies are not people of flesh and blood, but “the powers of this dark world and the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms” (Ephesians 6:12). These demonic forces attack us physically, psychologically, and spiritually. They sow division in families, promote addiction and despair, and whisper lies into our hearts that we are worthless, alone, or beyond forgiveness. They want to block our spiritual evolution and keep us far from the Virtuous Path to Heaven. But we are not defenseless.

Saint Paul tells us to put on the full armor of God. This armor is spiritual and powerful. Truth is our belt—it keeps us upright. Justice is our breastplate—it protects our heart. The Gospel of Peace is our foundation—it guides our steps. Faith is our shield—it protects us from doubt and temptation. Salvation is our helmet—it guards our mind. And the Word of God is our sword—it fights lies with Divine Truth. Prayer is what keeps all this armor strong. We must pray at all times, not only for ourselves, but for all humans.

Therefore, Satan and his demonic forces do not simply seek to cause discomfort or temporary hardship; their true mission is total destruction—physical, psychological, and spiritual. These entities operate with subtlety and intelligence, often hiding behind what appears ordinary, pleasurable, or even harmless. Their ultimate aim is to prevent the soul from reaching union with the Divine, to stop our evolution toward Light, Truth, and Love. They do this by acting on all dimensions of human existence.

Physically, demons rarely intervene in direct, visible ways, but their influence can guide individuals toward choices that damage or destroy the body, which is itself a sacred vessel. They lead people into addictions—alcohol, drugs, excessive consumption of food, and other compulsions—because such behaviors weaken the will and dull the conscience. They encourage forms of extreme hedonism, seducing the body with pleasure to the point where it becomes enslaved to desire and unable to act freely. Sometimes they push toward the opposite extreme: self-neglect, a rejection of self-care that may arise from laziness, burnout, or even the belief that one's body is unworthy of love or attention. Violence is another powerful tool: demons stir up hatred and anger in hearts, which then spill into abuse, war, and cruelty. Domestic violence, murder, and physical conflict often have spiritual roots. Even distraction through constant comfort—passive entertainment, overindulgence in sensuality, or the obsession with superficial appearances—can serve their goals, as it lulls the soul into sleep and inactivity.

Psychologically, demons are especially cunning. The human mind, being the link between soul and body, is a central battlefield. Demonic forces are masters of suggestion. They plant lies in the form of intrusive thoughts: "You are worthless," "You will never change," "There is no hope for you." These thoughts often arrive in moments of fatigue or weakness and, if believed, take root in the heart. They inflate fear and anxiety, exaggerating risks and feeding paranoia, until a person becomes paralyzed and unable to trust life or God. Depression and despair are often exploited and/or caused by demonic presence, as demons capitalise on a person’s wounds, losses, and trauma to whisper: "There is no meaning, no redemption, no way out." They confuse identity, not just in terms of gender or role in society, but in a deeper spiritual sense—twisting one’s perception of self-worth, morality, and purpose. This confusion leaves people lost and vulnerable to manipulation.

Another common tactic is isolation. By sowing seeds of mistrust, suspicion, or even false independence, demons pull individuals away from families, friends, and spiritual communities. Isolation weakens us, because Love and Truth grow in relationship. Pride is often used as a mask: they convince us we don’t need anyone, that we’re better off alone, or that no one understands us. This creates spiritual blindness. Interestingly, demons use both extremes: they may inflate the ego until someone becomes arrogant, or crush it until one is stuck in deep self-hatred. Both are equally destructive. They destabilise the personality and block the person from finding interior peace and harmony.

But the most dangerous level is spiritual destruction, which is the very core of their mission. Here, the attack becomes existential. Demons tempt us to sin repeatedly, knowing that frequent sin dulls the conscience and forms habits. Over time, those habits become vices—chronic patterns that enslave the soul and create distance from the Divine. They use the illusion of harmlessness to justify evil: "It’s not that bad," or "Everyone does it." With time, this leads to spiritual numbness.

Another subtle tactic is spiritual pride. As someone begins to grow or practice their faith, demons may inflate the ego, making them feel superior to others. Instead of deepening in humility, the person begins to worship their own image of virtue. They may speak piously, but act without Love. Apathy and lukewarmness are perhaps the most quiet and effective demonic strategies. Many people do not reject God—they just delay prayer, ignore their conscience, or become too busy with distractions. Time slips away, and the soul slowly drifts into coldness without realizing it.

Doubt in God is often encouraged. Demons twist sacred teachings, suggesting that God is unjust, cruel, or distant. This intellectual confusion weakens faith. In some cases, they direct souls toward spiritual practices that are dangerous—forms of occultism, divination, or “light spirituality” that look harmless but are disconnected from Truth and lead toward false gods or energies. They may even offer a form of "false peace"—a calmness that comes from avoiding Truth and indulging in sin—which deceives the soul into thinking all is well, when in fact, it is asleep and vulnerable.

Finally, when someone begins to truly convert, to walk the Path of Light, that is often when the most brutal attacks come. Exhaustion, temptation, and discouragement increase. The demons know that spiritual rebirth threatens their control, so they try to strike the soul down with thoughts like: "It’s useless," "You haven’t changed," or "You’ll always fall back." They want the soul to give up just before it blossoms.

Yet, despite the depth of their attacks, these forces are not invincible. They are limited, and they flee in the presence of True Light, Love, and Humility. The Divine has given us all the tools to resist them. Recognizing their strategies is the first step in breaking their power. Through constant awareness, prayer, purification, and acts of selfless Love, the soul regains strength. Demons cannot stand in the presence of real holiness. Every small choice for Truth, every act of forgiveness, every effort to rise after falling, weakens their grip and brings the soul closer to its true destiny: union with the Divine.

And what about those who oppose us in the world? We must remember: every human is created by God and is capable of salvation. Even those who hate or hurt us are not our true enemies. We must pray for their conversion, not hate them. We must thank God for them, because they test our love and help us grow in patience and virtue. Every time we suffer for doing good, we are walking in the footsteps of God, and we are earning treasures in Heaven.

There is also a higher solution: the restoration of lost harmony between Heaven and Earth. This harmony—called kosmos in ancient Greek—was part of the original Beauty of Creation. We must return to it by building a relationship between the Celestial and the earthly, between Angels and human beings, between God and His human creatures. This is not imagination. It is possible through Love. Every prayer, every kind action, every small sacrifice filled with Love helps to bring this Harmony back. The more we act with sincere Love, the more we call upon Heaven to help Earth.

So how do we recognise and resist the demonic strategies meant to destroy us?

1. Distraction and noise: Evil uses constant noise—social media, gossip, shallow entertainment—to stop us from thinking deeply. We must create silence in our lives to hear God.

2. Fear and despair: Evil whispers that we are alone or doomed. But hope in God is stronger than any fear.

3. Pride and selfishness: Evil tells us to serve ourselves first. We must learn humility and serve others, as Jesus did.

4. Confusion and Relativism: Evil says there is no truth. We must stand on the Word of God, which is Eternal and Unchanging.

5. Temptation through Pleasure or Pain: Whether through comfort or suffering, the devil tries to weaken our will. We must stay close to God, with prayers, practice of Virtues and good deeds.

To grow spiritually, we must stay close to the Light — that is, to what is True, Good, and Just. This means being honest with ourselves, acknowledging our faults, and working daily to become better. It involves practicing Mindfulness, Compassion, Self-discipline, Altruism, and other Virtues, doing good deeds, staying connected to a community that shares our values, and acting with love toward all beings. Through prayer, meditation, reflection, practice of Virtues, acts of kindness, the more we choose Truth and Love, the less power negativity, hatred, and darkness have over our lives.

In the end, evil may be strong, but God is infinitely stronger. Light always defeats darkness. We are not alone in this fight. Angels fight beside us. Saints pray for us. And Christ walks ahead of us, showing the way. Our task is to keep going, always rising again, always choosing Love, always turning our face toward Heaven.

 

Tuesday, 15 April 2025

The Power of Forgiveness





Sometimes, the people who hurt us the most are actually the ones who help us grow the most. Of course, it doesn’t feel like that at first. Pain, betrayal, or disappointment can make us feel broken. However, if we take a step back and look deeper, we can realize something powerful: these experiences can help us rise higher. They can help us become stronger, wiser, and more connected to our spiritual selves.

In fact, negative people are often spiritually blind. They live in darkness and act from a place of pain, fear, or ignorance. Their actions may try to bring us down, but we don’t have to follow them into that darkness. Instead, we can choose to act differently. We can learn from what they did and make sure we never become like them. This is one of the greatest ways we grow, by choosing the Light, even when others try to pull us into the dark.

Besides, forgiving someone doesn’t mean we have to stay close to them, especially if they persist in the wrong path. It doesn’t mean we have to trust them again or give them more chances to hurt us. Forgiveness is something we do for ourselves, to let go of anger and free our hearts. After all, we are all brothers and sisters in the name of Love, who is God. However, we can forgive and still protect our inner and outer peace, by creating distance. Sometimes, stepping back from someone is not about hate, but about healing. Keeping distance doesn't mean we haven't forgiven; it means we’ve learned. It means we care enough about ourselves to not let the same pain repeat. Forgiveness is not about staying close to people who continue to hurt us. It’s about freeing our heart, while also choosing what’s healthy and safe for us.

Then, if those people change, it's our choice to decide what to do. We’re not forced to welcome them back into our lives. Being fair and just also means being wise with how we spend our time, that is precious, and we must use it wisely. So, there are people who have always treated us with love and kindness; these deserve more of our time and attention than those who caused us harm, even if the harmful ones now would like to make things right.

In the end, life on Earth is short. We are here to grow, to love, to shine. And sometimes, it’s the hardest moments and the hardest people that help us rise the highest.

Friday, 28 March 2025

Awakening to Love


 


For centuries, Love has been the most powerful force known to humanity. It has been sung about in songs, depicted in paintings, and written into the deepest pages of history. Yet, beyond the love we know—emotional, passionate, and conditional—there exists a Love that transcends all limitations, a Love that belongs to the soul itself. This is the Love of the fifth dimension, a Love that unites rather than divides, a Love that is pure, boundless, and eternal.
 
Many of us live our lives caught in the web of emotional love, which is often intertwined with fear, attachment, and expectation. From the moment we are born, we are conditioned to seek love outside of ourselves, believing that love must be earned, reciprocated, or proved. This perception of love leads to suffering, for whenever love is taken away, we feel incomplete, abandoned, or broken.
But what if love is not something to be acquired but rather something to be remembered? What if love is not something external but a force that already exists within us, waiting to be rediscovered? The spiritual awakening process invites us to break free from the illusion of separation and return to the essence of our true being—Pure Love.
India, with its rich spiritual history, has long been a land where seekers journey to find this higher truth. Among mystics and enlightened beings, there is a profound understanding that love is not just an emotion—it is a state of being. It is not tied to the body or the mind but exists beyond time, beyond space, beyond form. It is the very fabric of existence.
 
The third-dimensional world in which we live operates within duality—Love and hatred, Light and dark, Good and bad. Because of this, our human experience is often a battle between these forces. When we identify with the ego, we live in a state of separation, believing ourselves to be alone, unworthy, or lacking. This perception feeds into fear-based emotions such as jealousy, resentment, and grief.
However, when we shift our awareness to the soul, we begin to see through the illusion of separation. We recognize that we are not just individuals struggling to find love—we ARE love itself. Our souls are not bound by duality; they exist in a realm of infinite connection and unity. This is the fifth dimension—a plane where Love is unconditional, free from expectation, and not reliant on external factors. In this space, we do not love others because of what they can give us; we love them because they are part of us, part of the same Divine Whole.
 
Emotional love is beautiful, but it is also fragile. It relies on conditions: "I love you if you love me back." "I love you because you make me feel good." "I love you as long as you don’t hurt me." This kind of love is rooted in the physical world, making it vulnerable to pain and loss.
Soul Love, on the other hand, is unconditional. It does not demand, it does not control, and it does not fear. It simply is. It is the love that connects all beings, the love that remains unchanged no matter the circumstances. When we experience soul Love, we no longer see others as separate from us; we see them as reflections of the Divine. We begin to love not just family, friends, or partners, but all of humanity, all of nature, all of existence.
 
The journey to embodying soul Love begins with self-Love, not selfishly! We must first learn to love ourselves—not just the parts we deem acceptable, but every part, including our flaws, mistakes, and wounds. The world around us is a mirror; the love we give to ourselves will be reflected in the love we give to others.
One of the most powerful ways to cultivate soul Love is through presence. In the stillness of meditation, in the quiet moments of introspection, we find the space to dissolve the ego’s fears and embrace the infinite Love within us. Ancient spiritual practices such as Ho’oponopono—a Hawaiian technique of healing through forgiveness—remind us that love is a choice, an energy we can direct toward any person, situation, or memory. With the simple yet profound words: "I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you," we begin to heal not only ourselves but also the world around us.
 
The ultimate goal of awakening is not just to understand love intellectually but to embody it fully. This means living in alignment with the Truth that we are all connected, that what we give to others, we give to ourselves. It means choosing compassion over judgment, unity over division, and trust over fear. It means radiating love in every interaction, expecting nothing in return.
When we operate from this level of consciousness, we no longer seek love—we become it. We walk through life as beacons of Light, touching those around us simply with our presence. We do not wait for the world to change; we change ourselves, and in doing so, we uplift the collective vibration of humanity.
 
The world is awakening. More and more people are remembering that love is not something to be found but something to be reclaimed. As we shift into higher states of consciousness, the old paradigms of fear, control, and scarcity begin to crumble. In their place, we are building a new world—one rooted in Unity, Compassion, and Divine Love.
The journey from emotional love to soul Love is not always easy. It requires us to let go of deeply ingrained beliefs, to face our fears, and to surrender to the unknown. But as we do, we begin to see love everywhere—not just in romantic relationships, but in the trees, the stars, the laughter of a stranger, the silence of the night. We realize that love is not something we fall into; it is something we rise into.
The first golden rays of Divine Love are breaking over the horizon. Humanity stands at the threshold of a New Dawn, a New Era of True Love and True Peace, where love is no longer conditional, no longer limited, no longer bound by the chains of the past. As we step forward into this New World, let us do so with open hearts, knowing that love is not just what we seek—it is what we are.
And so, with gratitude, we walk toward the Light.
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What is love for Jesus, who is Love itself?

For me, it is something that goes beyond what one feels for their family, their best friends, or their soulmate. It is as if He speaks to you through His eyes, through His sacrifice—an act of Love, an act of Himself, of His very Being. Who would do such a thing? Who would give their life even for those who hate them? He did. And in this (and not only in this) lies His Greatness.
But here I am, in my room, meditating… How much hatred exists toward those who love Him. But what harm do I do? Do we not love those who love us (and should we not also love those who hate us, even though we often fail to do so)? Do we not love our family? Our friends?
He is everything to me: family, friends, soulmate, mother, father, sister, brother, best friend, soulmate. What harm do I do in loving Him? Why all this hatred? Do I wound you in any way by loving Him? Or do you not realize that you may be too enveloped in clouds of darkness?
He was hated then because He spoke the Truth, because He carried the Truth… because He carried and spread Himself, who is the Truth. He was deeply unsettling because, in the end, who didn’t enjoy living in worldliness, in materialism, in pleasures? Even those who were supposed to be models for society were immersed in this mire, rather than appearing pure and crystal-clear.
So, I ask You, Jesus, make me a crystal-clear soul, as only You know how. I do not care what others say about me, about my actions, my path, my choices—especially if they are inspired by You. What matters to me is what You are to me, the connection that can be established between You and me, the gifts I hope I have made fruitful, the continuous liberation from the infernal bonds of this Earth, now contaminated in so many ways…
To love in order to discover You, to love by discovering and rediscovering You, despite the many falls, to love for the sake of loving… forever.

Tuesday, 4 February 2025

The Universal and Personal Call in Divine Harmony



Every human being, whether aware of it or not, is born with a mission that transcends personal aspirations and worldly pursuits. This mission, rooted in the Divine Will, unfolds in two interconnected dimensions: the general mission that unites all of humanity under God's purpose and the specific mission uniquely assigned to each individual. To live in alignment with God, one must embrace both, understanding that they are not separate paths but two facets of the same Sacred Journey.

The general mission of humanity is to reflect the glory of God through Love, Righteousness, and Service. From the very beginning, creation itself has testified to the inherent purpose placed within mankind—to know, to love, and to serve God in all things. The scriptures remind us that humanity is made in God's image, not merely as a static reflection, but as an active participant in His Divine Plan. This means that every action, thought, and intention should be anchored in Love and directed towards glorifying the Creator. Just as a river flows toward the sea, our souls are designed to move toward God, seeking Him in every facet of life and manifesting His presence through Compassion, Truth, and Justice. Furthermore, this mission is common to all so that hearts, souls, and spirits may be united in Divine Harmony, Peace, and Love. God, as the source of Love and Unity, connects and aligns those who seek Him, creating a Holy Bond that transcends individual existence and fosters communion in His Grace.

However, beyond this universal mission, each person carries a specific calling—one that is intricately woven into their existence by Divine Design. This individual mission is not random; it is carefully aligned with the gifts, circumstances, and experiences that God has provided. Some are called to lead, others to serve; some to teach, others to heal. A musician may glorify God through harmonious melodies that uplift the spirit, while a scientist may reveal Divine Wisdom through discoveries that enhance life. A mother nurturing her children in faith fulfills her mission as profoundly as a missionary spreading the Gospel to distant lands. Each role, when carried out in obedience to God's Will, contributes to the grand symphony of Divine Purpose.

Yet, discerning this specific mission requires a heart tuned to God's voice. It is not enough to simply pursue personal desires and label them as Divine Callings; rather, one must seek God's guidance through prayer, meditation, the practice of virtues, good works—not only through financial means but also by offering precious time, abilities, and heartfelt gestures such as a simple embrace or a comforting word—and an openness to the Holy Spirit. Often, the specific mission becomes clear through trials, unforeseen openings, Divine revelations, or an inner conviction that refuses to be silenced. Moses was reluctant to lead, yet God called him to free His people. Mary was a humble servant, yet she bore the Savior of the world. These examples illustrate that Divine missions are often beyond human expectation, requiring trust, surrender, and unwavering faith.

To live truly aligned with God’s Will, one must not only recognize their mission but also act upon it with full commitment. This alignment is not passive; it demands an ongoing relationship with God, fueled by prayer, humility, and a willingness to be shaped by His hands. Every moment, every choice, every relationship becomes an opportunity to manifest Divine Purpose. Even mundane tasks, when done with a heart surrendered to God, become sacred offerings. Thus, the worker, the teacher, the artist, and the caregiver all stand as ministers of God's Love, each fulfilling their mission in ways uniquely suited to them.

Yet, no mission can be fulfilled in isolation. Just as branches remain alive only when connected to the vine, humanity must remain connected to God, drawing Strength, Wisdom, and Love from Him. It is through God, by God, and for God that one’s mission is truly accomplished. When life’s challenges arise, Faith serves as an anchor, reminding us that the mission is not about personal success or recognition but about fulfilling God's Divine Purpose on Earth.

Ultimately, embracing both the general and specific mission entrusted by God leads to a life of profound meaning. It transforms the ordinary into the extraordinary, turning daily actions into acts of worship. By aligning one’s heart, mind, and deeds with God, a person not only fulfills their own Divine Calling but also contributes to the greater unfolding of His kingdom. In this Sacred Journey, mission and purpose are not burdens but blessings, invitations to participate in the eternal, Divine Will. And in this alignment, True Peace, Joy, and Fulfillment are found—not in earthly accomplishments, but in the knowledge that one is walking the path God has designed, step by step, toward Him.

Saturday, 18 January 2025

The Wisdom of animals in intelligence Reason and Ethics



Plutarch’s reflections on animals’ intelligence and morality reveal not only his philosophical depth but also his keen observation of the natural world, forming a cornerstone of his ethical discourse. In works such as Whether Land or Sea Animals Are Cleverer, That Brute Animals Make Use of Reason, and On Eating Meat, he examines the capacities of animals and their implications for human ethics. By exploring themes of rationality, emotional depth, and the morality of human actions toward animals, Plutarch contributes to a broader intellectual tradition that spans ancient Greek thought and resonates with later philosophical developments during the Golden Age and beyond.

In Whether Land or Sea Animals Are Cleverer, Plutarch considers the ingenuity of animals across environments, emphasizing that both terrestrial and aquatic creatures exhibit adaptability suited to their ecological niches. He underscores this through examples of their problem-solving abilities, cooperation, and foresight. For instance, he describes how birds and mammals construct homes, store food, or evade predators with remarkable precision, while sea creatures demonstrate similar adaptability in their underwater habitats. Modern ethological studies reinforce Plutarch’s observations. Crows solving multi-step puzzles, dolphins using sponges to protect their snouts while foraging, and octopuses escaping enclosures echo his claims about the universal intelligence of animals. Plutarch’s philosophical curiosity here reflects a broader ancient fascination with the natural world, reminiscent of Aristotle’s History of Animals, where the biological intricacies of various species are cataloged and analyzed, often with moral implications.

In That Brute Animals Make Use of Reason, Plutarch takes a bold step, arguing that animals are not only clever but also possess reasoning abilities and emotions. He refutes the idea that rationality is exclusive to humans, presenting compelling anecdotes to show that animals make decisions, form bonds, and experience complex emotions like grief and joy. Elephants, which Plutarch frequently praises, mourn their dead, while dogs demonstrate loyalty and affection. This view aligns with the Stoic principle of universal interconnectedness, as seen in the works of thinkers like Chrysippus, who recognized the Logos, or Rational Principle, inherent in all living beings. Similarly, Cicero’s De Natura Deorum engages with the idea of a rational order that binds all life, subtly supporting the ethical consideration of animals.

Plutarch’s ethical concerns reach their peak in On Eating Meat, where he critiques the consumption of animal flesh as a practice born of necessity but maintained through cruelty and desensitization. He challenges readers to reflect on the moral and spiritual degradation that accompanies such acts, asking what kind of person could first bring themselves to eat the flesh of a living being. For Plutarch, abstaining from meat fosters compassion, purity of mind, and alignment with nature’s harmony. This sentiment finds echoes in the philosophy of Pythagoras, who regarded vegetarianism as essential for achieving a virtuous life. The Orphic tradition, too, embraced abstinence from animal flesh, viewing it as a way to maintain spiritual integrity and honor the Divine in all living things. Moreover, the Golden Age myth, referenced by poets like Hesiod and Ovid, reinforces this notion, portraying an Era of Peace where humanity lived in Harmony with animals, free from violence and consumption of meat.

Plutarch’s critique also anticipates modern concerns about factory farming, environmental destruction, and the ethical treatment of animals. Contemporary thinkers have built upon such ideas, advocating for animal rights and vegetarianism as moral imperatives. Additionally, the environmental consequences of industrial agriculture—such as deforestation, greenhouse gas emissions, and biodiversity loss—lend credence to Plutarch’s belief in the far-reaching consequences of dietary choices.

By situating Plutarch’s reflections within the broader philosophical and cultural traditions of his time, his work emerges as part of an enduring legacy of ethical inquiry. From Aristotle’s biological curiosity to the Orphic ideals of harmony and the Stoic embrace of universal reason, Plutarch’s writings bridge ancient thought with modern ethical dilemmas. His insights challenge us to recognize the wisdom and moral significance of animals, urging humanity to act with compassion and responsibility. In doing so, he offers a timeless call to reconsider our place in the natural order and to strive for a more virtuous coexistence with all living beings.

The False Lights and the True Flame

We often chase the false lights of this world, mistaking them for lasting joys. We convince ourselves that pleasure lies in temporary thrill...